Friday, March 17, 2006 6:41 AM
wah. its been a long time since i blog seh. haha. this few days very tired even though it's holiday. my friday, sat and sun all burnt because i'm having church stuff. lols. but i do not mind, because i like seving Him. yeah. though tired and somehow, i'm into condemnation, just felt like giving up. but i rebuked myself, saying NO WAY! God did not leave me, and will not.

tuesday had the heritage trail with the sece2s, was the facililator at the malay heritage trail. quite fun but very warm. then the next two days had kayaking session. sigh. those on mission trip had gone yesterday le. take care my friends. they went to Bintam. hais. sad that i cannot go. but i know God will bless them. they will be back by saturday and they will rush down for Bible Study. cool bahs? all their time are exchanged for something and none is wasted. me? wasting my time whole day long, sleeping and slacking like what lidat. argh. homework have yet to complete, sleep early, wake up late. hate myself.

left a few more days to school re-open. and i'm happy because there's a change in the time-table. we will be ending our lessons at 3plus instead of the usual 5plus. haha. this term, going to concentrate more on studies le. sorry dear, i don't think i can spend as much time with you as last term le, unless you are willing to study together with me. :( you so lazy, will study then good. like what you say, we must buck up le. yesterday so late le, still didn't sleep. today come my house, sure can't study le la. hais. so i woke up so early to do my homework first. haha. good right? see, i understand you so much. haha.

there are two flowers in front of my door, one need more water then another, the other one need more sunshine. the one which need more sunshine, let the sun do the job, whereas the one which need more water, let me do the job.